This was the first time in last 5 months that I missed Kshitika so much. Right after the birth she went to her Nana’s place for three months. Then she joined me with Nidhi in our new Home in Gurgaon on 1st Feb 2008. Since then she was with me all the time.
Last week Nidhi decide to go to Dwarka for one week, since our net is not working and it was really difficult for her to work online. I left her on 14th June. I never had realise that I am gonna miss her too much. For the first time she went for a week. Even after 2-3 days she starts looking for me there. She used to wake up in the nights and searching for me. And it was really difficult for me to sleep in the nights without Tuktuk. Last two days of her stay in Dwarka witnessed by the fact that she was so desperate to meet me that she stops going to anyone apart from Nidhi.
On saturday When I went there to take her back, then I saw the most memorable moments of my life, when she came down to my arms. She had looked at me without closing her eyes for more then half an hour. She is wanted to something to me that please do not left me anywhere without you. She is not ready to move out from my arms, even in car also. Then Nidhi took her and I stared Driving the car. Once we reached home she starts moving along with me whereever I am Going. Even When I am moving in home she is following me. She is not ready to keep her eyes away for me. In fact today also she is not ready to leave me when I was out for office
This is my first experience with her. Though she recognises me after 2-3 months, but it was the most emotional moments of my life.
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